i hope tonight is how it was in summerrrrrrr

urgggh, now that’s just annoying.
I know you’ll have seen, but you ignore it anyway. Well boo youuu! 

git.

Cold weather+camping yeeee. Another night where i probably wont sleep,

by the end of this week i’m going to be a zombie.

scared about everything

I love strangers. I just went to the beach and was there for about 3 hours just sat really far out near the tide, thinking or whatever
About 2 hours in, this 30ish year old man with a boxer dog sat next to me. I was pretty weirded out at first cause he looked a bit dodgy, skin-head with a fag in his mouth and tracky top. He could tell there was something up though and was making friendly conversation, telling me about having just broke out of a 6 year relationship - just generally being really nice. I was telling him what was wrong etc and we were talking for so long, he was the nicest person I’ve met for a long time and the conversation flowed really naturally, i told him pretty much everything. He was really understanding and told me to learn from it for the future and look on the bright side taking it a good thing etc. He even offered me a smoke in which I kindly declined haa. I wish everyone was still like this, being concerned about someone they have never met before and talking to them like they’d known them for years. It was a well needed chat.

 I want to curl up in the corner of the room and hide.

cannot believe myself at all. Slitting my throat seems really good right now.